II RP STATUS II

   SEMI-OPEN  

 Independent   Secretive  Reserved  Stoic

  Unstable  Depressed  Self-loathing  Relapsing  Obsessive


Wise
( having the ability to discern or judge what is true, right, or lasting.)
Sinclaire had gained a lot of knowledge during the first chapters of her life, mainly consisting of her experiences as both a clan member and a loner. Pleasent, as well as unpleasent events had formed her judgement and values and she´ll try to utilize them in her remaining chapters for her advantage.

Protective
( having the quality or function of protecting.)
Due to her losses and past occupation as a leader, Sin had become extremely protective over the ones close to her or deems worthy of guarding.

Observant
(having or showing keen perceptiveness. )
 It was mainly due to her uncle´s influence that the formerly impatient maiden begun to pay more attention to her surroundings. Nowadays, she tends to observe certain things more thouroughly, studying their nature and body language in case they´ve piqued her interest for whatever reason.

Remorseful
( Someone who feels remorseful has usually done something that he or she now feels guilty about. )
Her regret is by far the strongest of her traits nowadays and had a drastic effect on the she-wolf´s psyche and actions. The guilt of her faults and crimes still haunt and torture her as she knows there´s no way she could go back in time in order to undo them. However, it was this change of view that initiated the new, more positive course of her personality. Still, this feeling is quite alien to her. Perhaps she is developing into a merciful being after all...

Empathetic
( The action of understanding, being aware of and vicariously experiencing the feelings, thoughts of another. )
At first glance, Sin doesn´t appear to be much of an understanding individual and her stoic attitude doesn´t help to contradict this assumption. Still, the she-wolf is indeed capable to relate to ones emotional state, especially if it´s a similar feeling she had once experienced herself. It is however not guaranteed that she will smother you with comfort or even let you know that she´s able to understand. This solely depends on the person and whether or not she has a positive relationship with them.

Dutiful
( Filled with or motivated by a sense of duty. )

  Independent
( not relying on another or others for aid or support. )
Travelling through the lands as a lone wolf for a big part of her life, Sinclaire was forced to become independent and learn how to survive in the cruel wilderness at a very young age. Even though she had a bit of guidance here now and then by her eccentric uncle Kuonji when they happened to cross paths, she still remained alone most of the time. She grew rather fond of this free lifestyle and even today prefers to take action on her own. Unfortunately, this attitude could result in uncooperativeness with others.

Secretive
(having a tendency to keep one's thoughts or activities unknown to others. )
Sinclaire has her reasons why she´s not freely verbalizing everything about herself. There are things better left unrevealed in order to save the little reputation she still has.

Reserved & Stoic
( formal or self-restrained in manner and relationship. )
Sin isn´t really the best when it comes to expressing herself, rather prefering to conceal her emotional self behind a stoicly calm, sometimes stern facade. This sometimes causes her emotions to be misinterpreted by others. Sinclaire is also not necessarily the most social wolf around and tends to keep to herself when she feels that her presence is not needed.

Unstable
( emotionally or psychologically unsettled )
Despite the fact that she had learned to conceal her mental instability as far as her powers allow it, it´s far from completely gone. If she does somehow fall into a state of madness, then her actions can be pretty unpredictable. Claiming that she merely becomes aggressive is quite an understatement. A rollercoaster of bottled up emotions is probably a more fittiing way to describe this. Sin herself will most likely not notice it until she had calmed down again.
However, the likeliness for this to happen is rather low nowadays and wont happen anytime soon unless intentionally initiated.

Depressed
( Down in spirit or value. )
There is not much left of her former feistyness and vitality from her youth. The previous tragedy had taken a greater toll on her than originally expected, even to the point that she deems herself worthless and dispensable. She´s often plagued by restless nights which leave her tired and melancolic in the next morning.

Self-loathing
( When someone hates themself or a group of people to which they belong )
The sheer pride she had once felt for herself and her kind is completely gone. Instead, she grew to despise herself and cursed the paths she had chosen. It was now, after developing the feeling of remorse that Sin was forced to feel this shame for her past.
 
Relapsing
( To go back in a former state and/or conditon. )
Even though Sin tries her best not to fall back into her former scheme, the temptation to do so is sometimes very big for her, especially if she finds herself in a situation which requires it. However, the likeliness for this happen will mainly depend on her future relationships and their resulting experiences.

Obsessive
 (thinking about something or someone too much or in a way that is not normal. )
Sin has this strange habit to instantly devote her life to a certain cause if she deems it important on a personal level. Be it a special person or something she wants to accomplish, once the idea is engraved into her mind, she will primarily focus on that 101%. Unfortunately, this easily leads to unhealthy obsessions, to the point that she will pretty much ignore or block out any other important event, person or even her own needs.

☿  R E L A T I O N S H I P S  ☿